Once again I’m spending a Saturday night doing absolutely nothing. I’m sooo sick of this! How the hell am I supposed to get out there and meet people when my friends don’t even want to hang out. Oh wait they do but it’s only sitting at her house and doing absolutely nothing.
I’m pissed off! I told her on Thurs that I wanted to go out on Sat night after my niece and nephew left (around 8pm) and had the suggestion of going to Niagara Falls. Lots of people there and I may meet someone.
I call her just after 8. She proceeds to talk on the phone for over and hour about nothing! I asked her quite a few times okay are we going or what. I have up after 9:30. By the time I would get changed, get to her place and then head off to the falls it would be past 11pm. I’ve been awake since 5:45am.
I’m pissed off! Whenever it’s something I want to do, it gets put on the back burner or ignored, yet when it comes to my friends, I’m expected to follow them into war and so everything their way. If I make even the slightest protest, I’m instantly seen in a negative light.
I’m happy that all of my friend have that special someone in their lives. But you know what… Why not take some time out of your damned happy life and help me out. I’m almost 35 friggin years old and I have never had a BF. That’s NOT NORMAL!!!! I want to be happy but I need help and absolutely no one is willing to help me at all. I get false promises of help and end up with more disappointment from my so called friends.